It really feels like I've been here before. A week .... :-/
Ok, I've never had mood swings before. But this week makes me feel like it. Monday was a huge low. Tuesday a little better ... but Wednesday and Today have absolutely rocked. I've found someone very, very interesting and she likes me too. It's a little scary the way things have gone so fast but we're both very comfortable with each other. Similar personalities, interests, near-identical tastes in movies ... we've been trading obscure movie lines and getting most all of them! I feel alive and all that crap at work can't wipe the smile from my face. My boss even asked me what was 'wrong' today :-) Guess he's used to me being pretty grumpy.
I've litteraly been soaring the last two days. Just Wow!
I'm tired, frustrated, and REALLY GOD-DAMN PISSED OFF!!!
MOTHERFUCKING, SODOMIZING, SHIT-FOR-BRAINS, CAMEL SUCKING, GOAT FUCKING, HORSE STEALING, EAGLE KILLING, PASSING WITHOUT SIGNALLING, INCOMPETANT, LAZY-ASS, PISS-POOR SALES REPS!!!!!! FUCK YOU ALL!!!
Not one, not two, but THREE fucking companies screwed me over today. I can't bloody fucking believe it. The bloody Maldi that we're throwing out the window tomorrow at midnight isn't working to spec. The 'expert' they sent out today to get it to work can't even run the fucking software. This is the bleed'n idiot that supposedly gave the sales rep assurances that IT WOULD do what we need.
Our robots can't work with the accessories we got. They made the wrong fucking deck! I'm pissed as hell about that one. And of course it isn't discovered until the last damn engineer is on site to do the final bit of installation. 2 more weeks at least until that is fixed. I'm gonna crucify the rep who did the quote. And I mean in the Legion manner. None of this fucking rope around the wrists and a nail through the ankles to stand on while you die of thirst. No, I'm gonna mount the fucker on a stake just long enough so his toes can reach the ground, but not his heels. I hear you can live for days like that before your strength runs out and your lower intestines are shredded. Motherfucking pig.
Then third, our drier company fucked up the shipping of our new plate drier. It was SUPPOSED to go out last Wednesday. It's still in the damn warehouse. Piss. Fuck.
GODDAMIT TO HELL!!!
My friend Allison called last night! This is more of a surprize because I didn't realize that she was back from her trip to Europe yet. Time has been FLYING I tell you. I can't believe that I've been here 5 MONTHS already. She wen't to Europe for 2 weeks of work assisting a hardicapped woman get around and 1 week of vacation visiting friends in France.
She called when she got off the plane. Hey boyfriend missread the schedule and was 30 minutes late. Just the thing after flying 12 hours ;-)
But I told her about the job opening at my work. She's going to apply for it. It would be SO cool if we would work together again.
Ok, I'm going to head back to bed. Maybe get some more sleep :-)
First, that last entry. That is a toast that we used in my marching band at UCD. It's a great stress reliever when you yell it out ;-)
This week has had it's ups and downs. Monday we had the cleaners come by for the initial visit. They did a very good job and I'm happy with the service. Right now we're having them come every 3 weeks. Well wait a while and see how that goes. Maybe every 2 weeks is better, but the place is pretty clean to begin with.
Had to cancel movie night this week. Not enough people could make it to really get me enthused. But Michael and I watched Le Femme Nikita anyway. Really, Really good movie.
Tonight Stef is coming over for dinner. John might join us for his dinner break. I'm going to be making my artery clogging fettucine, bacon, and eggs. IT's really yummy!!
I also met someone really cool online. Nicole. Into scifi (movies), reading, coffee, cats, dogs, etc, etc. I could take her description and paste it into my own and it would fit just fine. Only catch ... she's in Denver. Oh well. Maybe I'll take a skiing trip there this winter.
Now the bad. This was a friend of mine's last week at work. We were really close for a while. Best of friends and all that. She didn't even come by to say goodbye. That hurt a lot. I hope that her new job makes her happier because her attitude lately has been a real slap in the face. I'm more than halfway tempted to not even talk to her again.
Hope you're all well out there.